my sanctuary

2012-02-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

I am very willing to help if you really dont understand. But if its because you are not listening in class, and now you expect me to reteach you everything at the expense of my time, when I dont have much, NO WAY! I can teach you how its done, but not do it for you!

2011-12-29T00:45:00.001+08:00

I realise female singers/idols seem to win me over more than their male counterparts O.O

Good thing?

2011-12-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

kope from facebook~

PRE XMAS POST

2011-12-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

Since everyone is updating about their xmas gifts, I shall do it too~~

Well, I think my gift is no longer a surprise ... or maybe not -smirks- *quotes MS*
Hope I can finish it on time *WHEEEE*
If I cant finish it on time, there is always new year and valentine *LALALALA*

Things I feel like doing now

2011-12-11T13:29:00.000+08:00

Lying on a 一望无际的草地 in the night, looking at the starry sky.

Going to a quiet beach and just sit there the whole day, looking at the sea and listening to the waves.

Sitting in a cozy cafe with a warm cup of tea and a good book with me.

BACKGROUNDS

2011-12-11T12:59:00.000+08:00

I kinda like the new twitter layout. (Though I am still on the old one...)

Aim for this week.

2011-12-07T21:31:00.004+08:00

Finish my JAVA coursework!!!
Start on my Computing coursework!!!
~~Make sure my hols are really hols and not for chionging work!!!~~
STUDY!!!

Time Machine

2011-12-06T23:11:00.001+08:00

oh what mess
you've got the best of my heart
It broke and now it's just a joke
Cause you're moving right along
I'm still here and you're gone
Oh what shame
You know I didnt mean for the winds to change
Won't ever be the same
Cause the kisses that you blew
Could never ever move

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

Hey you
Ya i'm talking to you
You lost the love in bed
And now it's just dead
Cause it didn't mean a thing
Waiting for a ring
Hey it's a game
And ain't it a shame that it's just a show
I thought that this was love
But I can't be fooled again
I'm cryin' out
But I can't give in

I think you need some time by yourself
Without anybody else
You just need to unwind
In your time machine
You need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
You just need to unwind
In your time machine

All the things that we could change
(things that we could change)
Now we'll never be the same

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

By Myself
I don't need anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
In my time machine

by The Click 5.

My same sentiment ...

PIKA PIKA KIRA KIRA KOU~~

2011-12-04T00:13:00.001+08:00

2NE1!!

2011-11-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

Best Vocals Performance Award.(MAMA)

Song of the Year. (MAMA)

Album of the Year. (Melon)
Top 10 Artistes. (Melon)

Best New Artist. (MTV Iggy)

내가 제일 잘 나가!!!!

2011-10-26T21:11:00.001+08:00

WHEEEE~~

2011-10-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

UPDATES

2011-10-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Good News!
I FINALLY PASSED MY TRAFFIC POLICE TEST!
*CLAPS AND APPLAUSE*

I can finally drive!
The whole day I was like telling myself "You can do it, you will pass this time, you must pass this time ..."

And YES! I did it hahahha

Oh and I went on a hike at Macritchie with my family on Sunday ~
Total distance walked = ~9 km O.O
and I wasn't even in the right attire ( super loose tee and jeans)
with the shoes killing me ( I need a new pair of sports shoe)

Nevertheless, It was fun ^^ (not the walking part though)
I was eavesdropping on people XP
There were many ang mohs,
I came to realise that we dont have to know bombastic english to talk like them,
Its just the accent.
They actually use very simple words, just that the way they construct their sentences is different.

A pair were talking about him having friends that are girls complaining to him bout their boyfriends and stuff.
Really interesting to hear.

Okay now I really sound like some stalker :O

hahahahhaha I saw a Japanese family as well. SUPER CUTE.
The parents brought their little boy for a hike,
as the road was quite steep ( with steps), Mummy was holding the little boy's hand and helping him to jump down step by step while chanting "hey sho hey sho" together with the boy >.< Uber cute.
Then Daddy was carrying the bags, looking at them smiling.

Makes me think that I want a family like that myself too~~~
*imagining the scene* squeals ~~~

hahaha and I still want to go to the beach! Next outdoor activity will be there!!!

2011-10-13T22:30:00.001+08:00

Live better than the recorded song!

The only group that can do it ~~

SONGS THAT I WOULD DIE FOR.

2011-10-09T14:39:00.002+08:00

Remember me saying that there are 3 songs that I cannot live without ...
(Lovers Again, Eternal and Loveless)

Here are 3 songs that I can die for
All 3 are Dong Bang's ballad.

Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattandarou?

Bolero

Love in the Ice

The very reason why I love them.

I am a sucker for ballads...

ONIGIRI~~

2011-10-09T13:54:00.001+08:00

Made sushi for lunch and dinner yesterday~~

These are the end products.

Dont they look delicious ^_____^

2011-09-28T23:08:00.001+08:00

My blog layout is not coming out right on my browser!! I want to see the pretty fonts!

My Life before school

2011-09-06T13:49:00.000+08:00

My posts these days seems to revolve around anime, anime. manga and so on.
Cant wait to talk about school ~~

ツバサ-RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE-

2011-09-06T13:47:00.001+08:00

I finally finished the whole manga !!!! WHEEEEEEEEEE
Tsubasa is full of crossovers, makes me want to read the other stories as well >.<

CLAMP is such a genius (kinda wrong grammer since they are a group of people)
People! Please go read!!!
Love the ending and everything ~~~

OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB

2011-08-24T14:45:00.000+08:00

Schools need clubs like this!!!

The drama is getting more and more apealing! I think out of the 3 drama (Hana Kimi, Ikemen and Ouran), Ouran is the best! Everything is to the point (since it is only 20 plus min), the characters are getting more and more into their roles and everyone is getting cuter by each episode!

Well, and its the only drama now that I dont skip through to watch. ~~

I feel like learning tennis now!!

2011-08-19T13:14:00.000+08:00

Do you get the feeling like everytime after you watched a drama or anime, you would feel like doing the things they are doing?

I do. Too many times to count.
Like the time I watched Slam Dunk, all I would think about is basketball, being in a team playing and stuff.

Watching Code Blue makes me think that being a doctor or a nurse is not bad after all.

Dancing and singing seems so cool after watching all the concerts and performance.

Blah blah blah... Well this girl can dream right!

Now I feel like learning how to play tennis!! Thanks to Prince of Tennis HAHAHA

It seems like I am always influenced by what I watch.
Well but not that I have the determination to train myself
(I do hope I have, it always inspire me to see someone working very hard for their dreams and goals)

Hope that I can find something that I would work very very hard to achieve while I am young~~~

The day I realise I really need to brush up on my dialect...

2011-08-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

I went to the hospital with my grandpa yesterday. (well just brought him there, went home, and came back to fetch him home again)

He was there to be a patient for the doctors who are having an exam.
It reminded me of our competition (the home nursing part, a more professional one)

It was the third time I saw my grandpa this year (I know its kinda sad)
He seems to have become thinner and weaker.
Guess old age is really something that cannot be helped.
Hope that he can be healthier!!

I was supposed to fetch him home from the hospital alone, but I had to enlist the help of my mum.
Reason: I have no means to communicate with my grandpa. >.<
He speaks hokkien, which I have no idea how to decipher. (I know I am such a failure)
He does know how to speak chinese, but somehow its always hokkien to me.
Thus, I pulled my mum along with me (at least there can be a translator)

We took a cab to my grandpa's home as it was raining and he has some difficulties walking properly.
My mum asked him about his day at the hospital, and the driver joined in the conversation as well. And I was just quietly sitting down there listening, pretending that I understood what they were saying. (honestly I dont)

Thus, resolution for next year, at least LEARN TO UNDERSTAND HOKKIEN!

Random day with a random post

2011-07-19T19:34:00.002+08:00

Lots to say but not someone that is good with words

Thus, it resulted in this kinda dead blog >.<
with one-liner posts, or just random pictures...

not what I imagined my blog would be.

Hmmmmmmmm...

Oh wells, I will try to change!
cant imagine how am I suppose to write reports (if there is any to begin with)

Just some reflections here,
My life is boring (as usual)
I do would like to try something unexpected and exciting.
I will be happy even for just once,
I can be someone different,
I can just not be me.

A change of environment might help,
I am sick of this place already.

I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH ( makes a mental note to suggest to that bunch of owls and the other non-owls and make sure it will be implemented)

2011-07-07T10:26:00.002+08:00

ONE MORE DAY!!!

My Sketches =D

2011-05-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

2011-05-16T20:09:00.002+08:00

It seems that I am very easily influenced by my surroundings, be it for the good or bad ...

LONELY

2011-05-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely ~

A day at home ...

2011-04-27T11:31:00.002+08:00

Took leave and stayed at home today.
I just wanted to take a break and rest at home,
but it seems to be not a good idea.
I tend to think a little too much when I am alone.

I was looking through facebook and see quite alot of people posted that they are accepted to whichever whichever course. It makes me kind of worried and stuff.

I hate to be worrying about the future.
Its always like this.
When you are young, you wish to grow up and break free of all the restrictions imposed on you.
However, when you are finally free, everything seems to go out of control, like you can no longer hold the steering wheel of your life.
More because there was someone guiding you in the past, and the guidance is no longer there.

I do not hate this feeling, but neither do I like it as well.

Well, all I can do now is to take control of everything.
Though easier said than done, I will try my best and hope that all will be well.

Okay feeling much more better.
Goes back to my to-do list

PARK BOM's DONT CRY

2011-04-24T16:57:00.000+08:00

2ne1's Park Bom!!! 1 new song every 3 weeks for the whole album!!!
I will be a spoilt fangirl >.<

I WANT LONGER POSTS ~~

2011-04-23T20:02:00.003+08:00

I should accept the fact that my blog post can never be longer than 1 paragraph.

2011-04-22T20:16:00.001+08:00

Mozilla Firefox seems to hate my new layout.

I cant see all the nice fonts >.<

or is it just my laptop.

edit. I can see them finally XD HAPPY ~
goes back to admire the fonts

Driving ~

2011-04-22T15:34:00.002+08:00

TADA! This is the progress of my driving lessons.

... ... Not something to be very proud of, my pace of lessons is so SLOWWWWWW.
I keep having to recap on the previous lessons as the instructor said that my previous subjects were not good and stuff TT.TT

Oh well, Lesson Learnt: STUDY YOUR THEORY BEFORE STARTING ANY PRACTICAL LESSONS.

Despite the saddening fact that I am slow, driving is fun (^~^).

Looking forward to the next lesson ~~~

P.S I am going to make a driving notebook to show my determination on passing the driving test on first try and not waste anymore money!
*posted this to make sure I really do it XD

A very very very belated post =P

2011-04-22T13:50:00.001+08:00

Wanted to post this at the start of the year

but well... hehehehe

The process of cleaning of my room (10% only though)

And guess what I found: They were locked in the plastic box for quite some time.

TIME TO AIR THEM AND SHOW OFF XD

Random post. No meaning except to show off hahahhahahaha

2011-04-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

I wish for a slow paced life where I can enjoy my surroundings to the fullest.

2011-03-30T21:06:00.001+08:00

I will not live up to others' expectations, but neither would I force others to live up to mine.

BEAST IS THE B2ST

2010-12-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

Khoo Teck Puat Hospital

2010-12-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

No worries people
I didnt land myself in the hospital
I just want to share my experience during my 1st visit.

Reason there: To go to the dental department to get my mum and my teeth fixed
However, it was closed when we went there
So we just walk around the place.

The hospital is really beautiful!
The view you get from the upper level when you look out of the building is just awesome.
The place got this very calming aura
If only I had known such a good place earlier, I would have a very good place to study and stuff.

They even have Mr Bean hahaahaha a great plus point!
And the best thing is that it is just opposite my house =)

MY HOLS

2010-12-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

Working Working Working Working Working Work Computer
Thats how i spend my weeks since prom
Haix that is so sad

Sweetness comes after all the pain and hardwork.
So I shall just work hard for this period and enjoy after that.

Work is actually not that boring.
I am in the purchasing dept in this construction company.
Mostly doing photocopying and calling ppl to order the materials needed for the various projects.
And 99% of the time, I have no idea what am I ordering.
Quite funny HAHA

I get to eat homecooked food during work as well since the traveling time in and out of the company to get food takes up half of the lunchtime.

I MISS ALL THE INTERACTIONS WITH THE OUTSIDE WORLD!!

Lights go on again

2010-11-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

Yes sir lights go on again
Keep on and on and on
on and on and on
I was having trouble in the long and dark
In the one place where a streak of light shines
In order to reach that place
Now my time is here
Taking an easy breath
I will stand proud in front of you all

No matter how difficult it gets as I fall from being tired
The light that shines on me again

Even though I want to give up and run away
It shines towards me even brighter

If the lights go on again and shines over me again
I will raise myself again
Lights go on again
Lights go on again

When the light shines over me and wakes me again
It will move my heart again
Lights go on again
Lights go on again

Oh lights go on again
Oh oh lights go on again yeah

SEVEN

2010-09-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

NEW FAVE SONG!!!

Seven's I'm going crazy
I LIKE THE SONG hahaahhaha
Even the MV is shoot in a unique way,
with all the things rewinding.
All the underlying meaning and stuff =)
Plus the couple is cute (>.<)

hmmmm how I wish I can rewind time too
hahah thats something that would not happen rite?

Recently I have been engaging in a MV/song/album spam.
Since I cant watch any more drama in this period,
I shall indulge myself in music (^~^)

okay going off to conquer the mountain call As ...

GO AWAY~~

2010-09-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

just as the title said ... GO AWAY!!!!

HAHHAHAHHAHHAHA just kiddin
posting the lyrics of 2ne1's newest song !!
I love the song
Oh anyway its a breakup song hahha

Go Away
You're so cheap and this isn't like you
I can't get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah

A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah

Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I'm walkin' out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That's my way
I gave it my all, so I don't have regrets

Pretending like you're more sad
Pretending you're cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain't shi.t without your crew
I don't have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don't want to see your ugly face again no more

Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

NEWS !!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-15T15:58:00.000+08:00

There is never a time where I dont like NEWS' album!!
hahah will come back with a review after prelims
The album is really very good desu ^^

2NE1 - To Anyone

2010-09-10T21:36:00.001+08:00

I love the new album!!! (>.<)

Words cant describe how much I like this album (^^ )

The catchy tunes, the meaningful lyrics (at least for one of the song, I haven seen the lyrics of the other songs)

Recommended song(s): Ai yah yah and Go Away <3<3

But nothing is perfect in this world,

half the songs in the album are old songs (not really a good choice)

and there is quite a lot of autotunes (not good, I like their original voice more =/)

Nevertheless, THIS ALBUM IS AWESOME!

I have new songs to keep me company while studying, YAY haha

2010-09-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes if you want someone to spare a thought for you, you would have to do so first. I wonder how many people understand this logic. It is really mutual respect that keep the whole thing going, not just looking from your own small world and jump into conclusions. There is a great big world out there you know?

Just some reflection...

To keep this blog alive ...

2010-09-05T19:28:00.001+08:00

I shall update about my idols and what i have been doing and going to do these days ^^

2NE1 will be coming back after 1 year and 2 months!!! LOVE their concept and their songs (as always haha) but it is kinda scary to see how much they are spending on the promotions...

JaeChunSu have released a new MV/song, I have to say it really brings back alot of memories... It is really very good; love the song but I really miss Dong Bang TT.TT

As for JUMP, CAN THEY RELEASE ANOTHER SINGLE OR SOMETHING?! or at least appear more on TV and not concert halls where I cant see you.

About myself
It will be studying, how to keep myself from not procrastinating and study, how to study within this one week and pass all my subjects (GP not included, it is hopeless already), how to be a mugger all the way till 29 November, and PLAN WHAT IS TO BE DONE AFTER 29 NOV hahaa.

This week is very different from any other, I have lost a senior, a friend and an inspiration to all. I will remember everything that we have done together.
Though we are not that close but he has really left a great impact on everyone he knows, be it as a mentor or friend. His every actions have made a difference in someone's life. I was reading through his wall on facebook, and I have one conclusion- It is really not the achievement you have gotten from your academics and stuff that define you, it is the small actions in your everyday life that does. Even just a simple smile or word would have make a great difference.
It might be quite hard to accept the fact at first but after everything, come to think of it, he went away peacefully and does not need to suffer anymore. Maybe we should be happy for him and pray hard that he is happy and enjoying wherever he might be now.

PTM

2010-08-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

Had PTM today.
Dont really see the use of it actually
It was just repeating of words again and again
There is something call a tape recorder
Though I understand it is for my good
but I could have use the time to do something else
like sleep eat stone or just anything rather than listening to things repeatedly

my usage of computer will kind of be limited and my going out too
just because my teacher said all theseare kind of harming and killing my time for studies
=.= Haix
Hey, this girl here need some de-stressing too

Reflection

2010-08-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

Time seems to suck more than ever now,
Having to cope with all sorts of problems
all beyond our control.

Having to cope with the stress of school work and studies,
worrying over whether if we are able to get into our dream course
or even just get grades good enough to get into a uni.

Come to think of it, it is actually part and parcel of our lives,
as a teenager, as a human being.
Through these experiences, we learn how to deal with problems when they come
push them away or even tear them apart,
not letting them spoil the joy and fun of our lives.
Or even better make them the joy and fun.

Sometimes changing our perspectives make alot of differences.
By looking at things in a different light, we will discover many other things that we have never encounter before, that we used to neglect.
So why not lets take a step back and see how we can change how we view things around us ^^

Friends

2010-07-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm how do I start this ... okay it has started hahah

Sorry for being lame. hehe
Well, this has never cross my mind before,
I had thought that JC would be a drudgery (Mr P. taught me that ^^)
and I would just let the two years past being a loner and stuff
(I was quite sad that scotchtape all end up in diff sch at that time)

Who would have known that it is a totally different case now,
I have friends who care about me, doing things that warms my heart (>.<)
Though they are irritating at times when they make fun of you,
but it is the joy, fun and laughter of our boring, never-changing JC life which is all about studying and studying. HAHHA ( I do get my revenge)

THANKS for everything!

Time TT.TT

2010-07-04T21:44:00.001+08:00

was struck with the cruel fact by ting zhi on sat.
4 months
Thats the time left till As
including prelim and the random tests and quizzes the teachers are going to throw at us.
Great! =.=
haix
EDIT: and although i know all these, my mood for studying is still very dull =/

On a brighter note, jump's album has leaked!
Great album! It exceeded my expectation!
Arashi's new single is superb, SUJU new songs are <3. (^^ )

To be free

2010-07-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

We admired the flowing clouds
Nothing at all obstructing them
The colors of the sky we engraved in our memories
Are like that day and we hope it won't change
(Where should we go? To a place we haven't seen yet)
Time won't stop　Reach out your hand

We started running even though we were thirsty
Because we realized we wouldn't let our hearts be deceived
Without enhancing anything, just as we are
Simply going where the wind takes us, to be free

We laughed together in the sunlight
Our innocent voices are resounding even now
An overflowing amount of wishes that face tomorrow
Hoping they will shine, hoping they won't change
(You're not alone, so wipe your tears)
I think you'll realize what's important

We painted dreams even though we'd become transparent
Because we'll shine brighter than the unfaltering sun
Even leaving our sweat as it is
Simply searching for the light, to be free

Unable to look over our shoulders
We ran through to the end
Repeatedly going up and down, yeah
Those times were sometimes sweet, sometimes bittersweet

We started running even though we were thirsty
Because we realized we wouldn't let our hearts be deceived
Without enhancing anything, just as we are, to be free

We painted dreams even though we'd become transparent
Because we'll shine brighter than the unfaltering sun
Even leaving our sweat as it is

We started running even though we were thirsty
Because we realized we wouldn't let our hearts be deceived
Without enhancing anything, just as we are
Simply going where the wind takes us, to be free

To be free
To be free

Arashi's new song! Different from their usual style but equally pleasing to the ear.

P.S. This is exactly what I have always wanted, my feelings, my dreams ...^^

Thoughts

2010-06-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

Someone showed me this video, thought it is very cool. It really shows how our thoughts can affect our surrounding and maybe even ourselves. So from now onwards, I will think positively.

FRIENDS

2010-05-16T16:06:00.003+08:00

They will always be there,
be it rain or shine
be it when you are feeling high or down
be it when you are super irritating or just too quiet
be it you are there physically or not.

They will accept your everything but you have to accept theirs as well.
Their very small actions can just make your day and bring you out of misery.
Even though there might be arguments and fights at times,
everything would be fine the next day.
The care and concern does not need to be spoken or shown explicitly
It is there in their every actions and words to you.

This is my reflection after Heechul's speech in Strong Heart.
Super Junior and Dong Bang can reach their status now is not because of their company with good advertising methods.
It is because of their hardwork, their friendship and their teamwork that touched many hearts.

~~~~~

2010-05-13T21:09:00.001+08:00

The song posted before is one of my favorite song now.
Arashi's song to commemorate their 10 year anniversary.
I find the lyrics very meaningful =)
So just sharing

5x10

2010-05-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

出逢って数年
あれは偶然な気もするね
気付けば10年
空に舞い上がってゆく風船
華奢な五人で乗り込む揺れる船
「ただ笑っとこう」「きっと夢が叶うとこ」
そう言い聞かせてた頃の過去も現在胸にまとう

焦り不安憤りばっか　何か感じていた日々もあったな
でもあなたがいてくれたから　その笑顔温かかったから
歩いて来れたんだね　横に並びつかんだ手
この過ごした時間さえってなんかね
今はまだただ照れるね

体中に風を集めた僕ら
支え切れない悲しみも
あなたがいたから　笑顔にできた

無邪気に奏でた不協和音は　
色んな世界を見てきたんだ
気が付けばいつの間にかそれが　
僕らになってた

本気で泣いて（僕達からは沢山の愛の）
本気で笑って（言葉しかもう本当に何もないの）
本気で悩んで（歌に乗せて再度）
本気で生きて（重ねた分のでっかい愛を）
今がある　胸を張れる
本気で泣いて（僕達からは沢山の愛の）
本気で笑って（言葉しかもう本当に何もないの）
本気で悩んで（歌に乗せて再度）
本気で生きて（重ねた分のでっかい愛を）
今がある　胸を張れる

一歩一歩近い道などないなら
信じる道を行くしかないから
もしもあなたが泣いたら　ここでまた逢おうよ　
この相変わらずのヤツらからただ愛贈る
共に望む未来For　You
先の山は風で越える　飛べる
僕らの色で辺り染める

一人ぼっちで覗いた空を
あなたも見ているのかな
なら歌うよ。空に向かって
そう　力の限り。

本気で泣いて（僕達からは沢山の愛の）
本気で笑って（言葉しかもう本当に何もないの）
本気で悩んで（歌に乗せて再度）
本気で生きて（重ねた分のでっかい愛を）
今がある　胸を張れる

僕ら交わした声が　消えないのならば
誓えるよ　この愛を　百年先も。
笑顔が咲いてますように。

ずっとずっと心にあるんだ　
だからこそ伝えてみたいんだ
ありがとう　
"これからも　ありがとう"

ここに立ってる。僕たちが今
輝けるのは君がいるから
５人でいる。ずっといる。

今までを力に代えて
変わらぬ愛で包み込んだら
永遠が、ほら永遠が
僕と君だけに生まれたんだ。

La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
Love
Love for you

~
A few years after we met
It seemed like it had been a coincidence
And before we knew it it'd been ten years
A balloon flies up into the sky
And together as an unsteady five we board a rocking boat
"Just laugh" "Surely this is where dreams will come true"
We hold the time we were told this in our hearts even now

There were days we felt only things like impatience and uncertainty and resentment
But because you were there for us and your smiles were warm
We managed to walk our way here, with hands at our side to hold
Even with this time we've spent together, somehow
Even now we still are just humbled

We who collected the wind within ourselvees
And the sadness too great to shoulder
Because you were there, we could turn it into smiles

There was a dissonance innocently played
That got to visit many worlds
And before we knew it, suddenly
It had turned into us

We honestly cried (These many words of love from us)
And honestly laughed (Are absolutely all we have)
And honestly worried (So we put once more to song)
And honestly lived (All the love that's grown so great)
And we're proud of where we are now.
We honestly cried (These many words of love from us)
And honestly laughed (Are absolutely all we have)
And honestly worried (So we put once more to song)
And honestly lived (All the love that's grown so great)
And we're proud of where we are now.

Step by step, If there's no path nearby that you can take
Then your only choice is to walk the path you believe in
And if by some chance you cry then let's meet here again
These unchangeable rascals that will simply send you their love
Together we'll wish for a future for you
Using the wind to cross the mountain ahead, we can fly
And we will paint the place with our colors

By ourselves we glanced up at this sky
And perhaps you're seeing it too
If you are then face the sky and sing
Yes, with everything you have.

We honestly cried (These many words of love from us)
And honestly laughed (Are absolutely all we have)
And honestly worried (So we put once more to song)
And honestly lived (All the love that's grown so great)
And we're proud of where we are now.

If these voices we've shared don't disappear
Then we swear this love forever onwards
And we hope that it makes smiles blossom

It's always always in our hearts
And that's why we want to try to tell you
Thank you
And from now on, thank you

The reason we stand here now shining
Is because you're there
We'll be five, forever here

We'll turn everything up till now into our strength
And if it's wrapped in our unchanging love
Eternity, you see, eternity
Was born just for you and I

La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
Love Love
Love for you

Credit: http://aeslis.livejournal.com/686888.html#cutid1

BIG NEWS!!!!!!!!

2010-05-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

*DRUMROLLS*

HEY SAY JUMP GOING TO HAVE THEIR FIRST ALBUM !!!!

in like 3 years since their debut.

How I hope the next great news would be DBSK getting back together and the whole thing has never happen ...(wishful thoughts)
and and SUJU's 4th album!!! Love the new dark image <3
13 forever!!

Reason why I love them

2010-05-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

The very best!
TT.TT

P.S Really hate how blogger cut off the video.=.=

THE BELOVED SUN

2010-04-27T23:03:00.004+08:00

I love the sun.
The warmth, the yellow colour, the rays
Its beauty is parallel to none.
and I am just random =)

P.S. This is also the picture on my GP blog.

BLOCK Test

2010-04-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

Though I got back my results for quite long,
I realise I have not comment about it.

Overall .... IMPROVEMENT from Mid-course!!
Feeling happy (^^ )
I am one more step ahead to my goal =)=)
okay shall continue to work hard ~~

2010-04-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

was feeling very terrible today ...
Thank god, they are always there
even if nothing was said,
it always feel so much better
spazzing and gossiping with them
(^~^)
Thank you for being there!

suddenly feel very rou ma, but I am really grateful.

YUME no TANE

2010-04-03T00:53:00.003+08:00

as much as I hate yuma, I love the song !!!

END OF BLOCK TEST ~~~~

2010-03-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

Wheeeee!!!!!!
Block test just ended
That is one load off the shoulder
Haiz though I think I didnt do well enough
wadever I shall just continue my pace for the final goal =)

Anyway I found a new super duper nice song!!!

off to do my tutorials now ~

2010-03-14T00:14:00.001+08:00

and I threw my notes one side ... ...
*pick them up again*

I shall continue to study for 1 hr then...
ONE MORE EP OF CODE BLUE
*sense an addiction coming ...*

This shall be my motivation to study
P.S. yamapi is shuai with curls ~ \(^~^)/

CODE BLUE ~~

2010-03-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

<3<3<3

P.S sorry tz for missing this show for 2 years >.<

ARASHI ~~~ in dedication to DONG BANG

2010-03-06T11:56:00.001+08:00

I just spent my whole morning today listening and watching ARASHI!!
>.<

hahhaha just feel like spazzing now

They are really a bunch of very great people who bring joy,
not only to other people but also to themselves.
From them playing a fool while performing on stage to them being spastic during variety shows.

I really think it is very important to know how to enjoy yourself.
If an entertainer can only bring joy to others and not to yourself,
then seriously what is the point... You will just come to hate everything around you.

I really hope DONG BANG will pull through and overcome all obstacles
and will enjoy themselves, no matter what they are doing ...

Dreams DREAMS and more dreams

2010-02-23T22:28:00.001+08:00

I dream about having all the time in my life to do things that I want to do
and only (underline) what I want to do.

I dream about living in my own comfort zone and not having to push myself.

I dream about going around the world to see the other side which I have no idea that it exists.

I dream to learn as much as I can, without having to be tested.

I dream about just having one peaceful afternoon all to myself, lazing around the house, listening to music and drinking tea (this sounds so so nice^^)

How I hope all my dreams would come true ...

BORING

2010-02-07T12:39:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do these few days
I am so lifeless now

LOOKING FOR MORE HAPPY THINGS TO DO
I think i need to take up a new hobby

going off to look for things to do (not regarding school) ...

Reality

2010-01-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

It seems that I have been escaping from reality for a very long time ...
Realise it during GP tutorial with the new GP teacher (which I seriously have no idea how to pronounce or spell his name)

His words have impact but I wont say the say for the way he says it ...
I cant help wanting to fall asleep (sorry)

Even though those words set me thinking
but well ... WHO CARES!???
I will just lead my life as I wish, as I am happy

... ...

2010-01-11T20:51:00.002+08:00

Not bad on the 1st day ...
but I bet this is the only rare few days that is not bad ...

2010-01-07T21:04:00.001+08:00

~~I might just give up hope sooner or later~~

MY HOLIDAYS ... (Part II)

2009-12-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Well I am going out more often ...

There was

comp trainings (alot of funny stuff happen =) )
random outings with scotchtape
the so-called studying time with scotchtape (which didnt exactly go as planned, though I did more than what I would at home)
ST JOHN CHALET (made me see the true side of my seniors and peers and juniors, practically everyone hahahah)

CHRISTMAS!!!(THANKS FOR ALL THE GIFTS FROM SCOTCHTAPE, and HOPE THAT U LIKE YOURS)

still have alot to do for studying
JIA YOU LIHUI!! (self-encouragement)
hahahhaahahhahahahahahahah

P.S. JUMP finally performed on air after so long !!!!

off to ... well lets see ...

the ugly truth

2009-12-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

Few days ago, I was told about some things that have been kept and hid away from me ...
The ugly truth...
I thought it would hurt alot
but surprisingly it didnt.

Guess I am already numb
or I just dont care ...
I dont really see the need to get upset
I dont really have much to lose ...
The other party did
That person just lost my trust

2009-12-13T13:11:00.000+08:00

I think it is time to pack all the random things on my bed ...
and maybe my table too

MY HOLIDAYS ...

2009-12-06T22:32:00.001+08:00

How I spent the first week of my hols,

SLEEP
EAT
SLEEP
TV
TRAINING

before I realise, the day has just passed
It is really scary to see time pass so fast,
and I have yet to do anything constructive ...

How I am going to spend the rest of my hols,

SLEEP
SLEEP
EAT
STUDY
Anticipating all the E.O.Y shows, esp COUNTDOWN!!! JUMP better be back, I dont want to see NYC

and I really have to start studying!!!
NO MORE SLACKING !!!

Another thing I am anticipating is CHRISTMAS
I WILL NOT screw up this year's presents again
SCOTCHTAPE pls anticipate

Word of the day : ANTICIPATE =)

Time really flies ... It really do ...

off to ... I dont know what I am going to do ...

MUSIC

2009-11-29T14:22:00.000+08:00

Many new songs are released these days
and they are all GOOD. *thumbs up*
There are the old songs too !!!!

Songs I am currently listening to:
j-pop
1. Yamashita Tomohisa - Loveless
2. LANDS - Bandage
3. Exile - Lovers Again
4. Exile - Futatsu no Kuchibiru (really love exile's ballads)
5. Hey! Say! JUMP - Dreams Come True

k-pop
1. Tae Yang - Wedding Dress
2. Park Bom - You and I
3. CL and Minzy - Please Dont Go (YG FAMILY!!!)
4. SHINee - Ring Ding Dong
5. After School - Because of You (Their comeback!!!!)

P.S I am promoting these songs !! =D

off to enjoy and study at the same time ...

CAMP !!

2009-11-20T19:42:00.001+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I have just came back from JC1 camp
It is the first camp that I came home not feeling tired O.O
haha it is a good thing,
this shows that I enjoyed the camp alot!!
(though I was feeling abit tired at some parts =P)

Some memorable things that happened:

1.CAMP FIRE PERF

It is the first(?) time that 0912B perform together.

We learn the steps from Fatin's group body combat perf.

It is really nice to see everyone doing something together =)=)

and and Mr Tan's dance, another epic moment XDXD

2. True or Dare session

It is also one of the few rare times that the class actually sit together and talk

and the content ... ...

3. Ah Huat's "Confession"

I cant believe we found someone so much like khai jhin hahaha

The same change from past to now

The same BHBness

4. Dogs talking to each other at night

O.O not literally of course LOL

they were barking to each other at night, several of them

I find it so amusing that I would laugh if I wasnt so tired

5. Different side of ppl

Cheryl and her " We are Sydney and we are hot ..."

The dance is epic XD

Michelle and her enthu-ness when it comes to the games

Fatin and her SUPER HIGHNESS

All her dances and jumping around

Nadia doing a great job teaching us the body combat moves

Rat and his touchy touchy*shakes head* hahah

okay and him being caring

Chao jie and his map-reading

Harb and guo xi capsizing HAHAH

okay sorry i shldnt laugh (hahah)

Through the activities in the camp, we really get to know more about each other
and bond as a class ...?
I hope we are bonded =)=)=)
Despite everything, I think that we still have to work on the bonding part
haha maybe it is to accept what each of us are, both strength and weakness.
Then,
Try to know your own weakness and change them
Continue to work on your strengths and make them shine *sparkles sparkles*
Oh and I never want to play Ouch Obie Obie with violent ppl anymore!!!

Overall, I really love the camp and the class <3<3
(I love st john camp even more though TT.TT)

Some pics took (credits to dan, nad, the photographers, and ME!!)

Some class photos ^^

Some spastic ones hahahaha

And lastly the class "couple" =P

P.S. i love kayaking

* will add in some photos of me and xq later when she uploads *

going off ...

CONFUSED

2009-11-17T09:01:00.002+08:00

When was the last time I have this feeling?
I cant really remember ...

I guess I am lucky, but maybe not ...
Well I would just have to do my best and buck up
Even if it means I have to forgo what is dearest(third dearest that is) to me
If I dont succeed this time, I would just be beaten back to square one

I just realise even if I know where my mistakes are,
I have never tried my best to correct them
Maybe it is time to change
Maybe it is no longer what it used to be

I guess if I have kept with my resolution from the start
Every thing would not be the same
But it means I would have lost everything gained too

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay Whatever
Now the most important thing is look into the future
and learn from past mistakes.

I would not let the past repeat itself again

GUNDAM 00

2009-11-15T13:09:00.000+08:00

I just finish watching GUNDAM 00 Season II in 3 days!!!

Feeling very happy now =)=)=)
It has been a long time since I have watched anime.
Thinking about all the dramas and anime I have watched,
I really love anime more than anything else!!!
There are so many things to learn from
(even some stupid stuff that will cheer up your day haha)

Next anime, BLEACH !!

Talking about my life,
Nothing much has been happening
except

END OF PW !!!
ME BDAE (hahaah) oh i received the cutest gifts that i have ever received
START OF HOLS (in two weeks time)

I really think my life is boring, why cant it be more happening ... Haix
But I do enjoy my mundane life though
I am so contradicting >.<

Isnt it cute haha

off to watch my animes

The days ...

2009-11-05T11:40:00.001+08:00

~~I am feeling better ... ?!~~
~~At least I think I am ...~~ Maybe not

Sometimes I really wish that everything would just go our way
(not trying to be selfish here, but ...)

I guess as times goes by
I begin to grow attached
It would not be full again, without everyone there.

Everything just feels like a shooting star

Beautiful yet it would not last long ...

Counting Down ...

2009-10-31T09:46:00.001+08:00

11 days more ...
To end of the thing I hate most, PW
To the end of all conflict?
To a brand new start?
To the peace and rest I deserved?
To the start of a new journey
To my happiness!!!!

P.S. PW is seriously the root of all evil, it shows the true side of ppl,
including mine as well?

I will reflect upon myself, hope you would do so too...

GOOD JOB rolls my eyes

2009-10-30T08:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes,
I really want to say a good job to the person that has pissed me off again and again.
As hard as I try to be neutral and think from the positive side,
He always manages to push my limit
and make me just wish that he had never exist in my life before.

trying to be sarcastic (ewwww) *rolling my eyes*

If you think you think that you are the best, sad to say you are not.

Seriously, my siblings seems like angels now
(and they irritate me like hell)

&@#&^$*(&#*&Q*#*%*#^Q^&#^#)(*$(&Q*^*Q#)*$&#Q*&$)*#Q)

Try pushing my limits again, I dont know what I would do.

ARGH,
A beautiful morning ruined like that.

Day of mishaps =(

2009-10-26T21:54:00.001+08:00

First of all, it is the day to hand up WR.
and I hate PW.
This is not the main point again.

The main point is that I injure myself twice.
TWICE in school today.

First was when I was going to the toilet,
I skipped down the corridor (dont ask me why)
I stepped on the dent (dont know what you call it, steps?)
and I fell on my knee.
There is a bump there right now.

Next, while I was packing my bag
I actually hit my head against the wall.
and I dont even know how I did it O.O

maybe I am jinxed or cursed or something ...

But anyway, I AM DONE WITH WR !!!!!
Please pat me on my back hahaha
now I am left with OP.
pls end asap!!!

off to celebrate the end of WR ... =)=)=)

Reminiscing the past

2009-10-24T10:29:00.001+08:00

It was friday night again =)
I always look forward to it.
It's INTERNATIONAL LANGUAGE DAY !!

Anyway yesterday became karaoke day ...
at the void deck LOL
Me and jl were very tired that we actually slept at the void deck
(i think the rest are tired too just that they didnt fall asleep)

I really think that lack of sleep (10 hrs) is really something I have to change haha
... okay this is not the main point

While ms, tz and ger were talking (about something),
the topic suddenly changed to songs we listen to long long time ago
(ok at least when we are still young and innocent, haha)

and they started singing
and since it is international language day,
there were songs from across the borders.

The whole thing started with 5566?
I cant remember either
I only remember that there were
5566 to SHE to SUMMARY to Anime to english boybands and so on.

ger de memory is WOW haha (she never fails to impress me)
she can remember practically all of the songs.

Sadly to say, as much as I try to look forward
The past is always the one that brings joy and laughter to me.
I guess it is just the fear of the unknown future
and the facade of people.

okay off for the final lap of PW ... TT.TT

WORDS

2009-10-23T09:14:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, words aren't everything.

They cant convey all of your message,

as hard as you try.

They can cover up your actual feelings,

though your tone might just give everything away.

HAIR Length

2009-10-19T23:24:00.003+08:00

Finally,
my hair is long
FREAKING LONG (to me)
and the thing is I cant stand it anymore !!
but I dont want to cut my hair short
I would look like some idiot
(looking at photos when I just cut my hair)

well maybe I should just wait for it to be even longer
then I would be able to just grab my hair and tie
okay yes I should do that
hahaha this is so RANDOM.

back to drama again,
I CANT WAIT TILL WED FOR THE NEXT ep !!!!!!
where is wed???!

ONE AFTER ANOTHER

2009-10-15T11:52:00.003+08:00

PROMOS have ended!! on tuesday actually
but here comes PW TT.TT

and my life after promos is even more stressful than before promos
omo what happen to my life?
I want to relax and just do what I want for now.
I need to recharge before the real thing is here.
It would be really hell by then
OMG I dont want to imagine ...

One thing that really pissed me off is that I am actually going home later than I did before and during promos
Where's the logic??
Isn't life suppose to be more relaxed (relatively) after promos??

I am feeling very tired
(sleeping less than 4 hrs ... I NEED 10 hrs of SLEEP!!!)
so dont bother about this ranting post, I dont know what I am saying either

Anyway, lets talk about happier things \(^-^)/
I am watching drama now !! feels so happy

PEOPLE, please go watch [You are beautiful] !!
It is a korean drama
damn hilarious (at least to me hehehe)

off to watch again >.< ...

TWO MORE DAYS!!

2009-10-11T13:21:00.004+08:00

People clap!!
two more days to end of exams ... for the year
but well better than nothing (" )

I am suppose to be studying now ...
but totally dont have the mood
maybe ranting would help?

haha I realise after these few days of mugging (if you consider it mugging),
my concentration span is REALLY SHORT.
i wander off after less than 5 min T.T

okay i shall go back to study now ...
P.S. totally in love with FT Island's 3rd album [Cross & Change]

sudden random thought

2009-10-07T15:55:00.006+08:00

suddenly feels like changing the whole layout of the blog [" ]
okay i shall do that after promos and PW (>.<)

I WANT A MORE COLORFUL BLOG

FIRST DAY OF MID-COURSE

2009-10-07T15:38:00.003+08:00

wheeeeee today is GPPPPPPP!!

MID - COURSE is ending in 6 more days !!!!
4 more papers!!! [" ]
*wonder why am I so high*

after mid course would be PW intensive
and ... FANGIRL and DRAMA intensive \[^-^]/

O.O

2009-10-01T11:38:00.001+08:00

I am kinda shocked at the previous post

well just feel like ranting (^^)
*editing this later off for lesson*

LOST STRESSED Contridictions??

2009-10-01T11:15:00.008+08:00

I want to do well.
I dont want to be retained.

Please do not give me any other problems.
I really just want to concentrate on my studies so that i can reach my goals.

I really need to learn to interact with people and be more sensitive.

The past has hurt enough.
I wish that everything would be more simple and would just go my way.
Though i know it is impossible unless I take action,
but the world is just to complicated for me to handle ...

Guess I am just too influenced
...
... ...

WAHHHH why am I so emo today?!
okay I think I seriously need a break.
or maybe because it is the first day of October??

I should be cheering!! \(^-^)/
2 more months to end of the 1st part of JC life.
It feel kinda sad though, cause the times spent together with my JC friends would be getting shorter.

PS. suddenly I feel that I have split personality O.O

Break time for me??

RANDOMNESS

2009-09-23T21:16:00.003+08:00

how i wish time would never fly or even move ...
okay maybe just crawl and not move so fast ...

This is yet another one of the days that i hope i am still in anderson

I miss the times where we just mug like siao and still can enjoy at the same time
I miss all the after school trips where we walk around different places aimlessly (okay maybe with a aim ... to kill time hahha)
I miss our last BE YOURSELF DAY (sec 3 ? there was so much fun without all the disputes)

If only my days can be as peaceful as that ...

haix i should not dwell in the past now
LOOK FORWARD!! (self-encouragement)

MUGGING

2009-09-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

off mugging so i doubt i would update till after promos or when i really have the need to rant ...

current craze: DARA x G-Dragon (>.<)

HOLS IS HERE !! ...

2009-09-05T10:43:00.006+08:00

wheeeee

September holiday is finally here!! ... ...

It will be one mugging week (T-T)

I will do everything at all cost (maybe not all but ...) to get promoted !!!

How I hope everything would just go my way (selfish thoughts haha)

I realise that I have been missing out on my social life (o.o)

~~Never mind shall catch up with scotchtape after I am done with all the stupid exams and PW.~~ ~~Meanwhile, I will just dwell on things that I totally dont want to do but have to do.~~

Lets go for dinner someday. Who cares bout exam (自欺当中)

... ...

I am going to tear down any wall in front of me. (that is if it is within my capabilities)

Going against the odds.

going off ...

[NO TITLE]

2009-09-01T13:01:00.008+08:00

first, congrats to jia le and min shan for completing their exams and 1st sem !!! =)=)=)

i want to be finished with pw and promos as well T.T

second, i am so overwhelmed by my workload that i can hardly cope now

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

damn pw

how i wish the world can be much more simpler

and people's thinking too ...

lastly, i wish that my friends can solve their problems in a breeze and would be happy everyday. (^-^)

off to complete my work now...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

2009-08-30T14:18:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIN SHAN !!!!!

(it was yesterday though)

yesterday was a happy day hahaha

SCOTHTAPE's OUTING WITH FULL MEMbERS to celebrate min shan's birthday!!

we met at amk mrt station 1st

the earliest was tz ?

i only know i am the 3rd latest

(excluding sher who met us at lao pa sa due to ... hehehe)

ger came later than me because she lost her wallet yet again

(i still believe that it is somewhere in her bag)

we went to lao pa sa for dinner.

in the end the satay competition failed ?? haha i dont know oso

after dinner, we wanted to go to the merlion

but due to some reasons we ended up outside raffles place mrt station and start taking photos

we played with sparklers too ^^

lets play with it during mooncake fest!!!

me sher and doro had to go home earlier

(or i will be grounded again and get stares when i go home)

overall, it is a day that cheer me up amist all the stress from schoolwork and exams.

pictures from jiale =)

P.S to tz

dont worry bout your parents, just they will sort out soon enough,

get them to talk to each other though.

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2009-08-27T20:30:00.011+08:00

well i realise these days

(okay maybe long ago but i didnt realise early enough)

my classmates have been very stressed up and emo at times, though not on the surface.

And they each seems to be their own problems other then schoolwork.

The mood of the class have been weird these days

(or have it always been like that??)

PEOPLE! CHEER UP! Think about the happiness and joy after MID-COURSE

(though it wont be long ... alevels T.T) SMILES =)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=0

i think i have been stalking ppl's blog too much

(shld start to curb myself)

...

......

... ...

i am so not good at cheering ppl up (i dont even noe if they would ever read this)

haix but anyway ... JUST CHEER UP!!!!

okay now back to myself ...

I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH EoM!!!!!!!

everyone, pls pat me on my back wahahahhahaha

now WR, I&R and OP to go

PW IS ENDING SOON !!!!

feels happy.

and i am more 乖 now

i have started to finish my tutorials before lesson ^^

(though i have yet to finish my assignments)

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......

... ...

*thinking*

i just realise that i am slowly turning into a mugger. O.O

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

off to fangirl and drama now ~

HECTIC WEEKKKKKKK

2009-08-25T20:41:00.005+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh

where is friday?? (T.T)

Things due this week:

GP wiki
Current of electricity tutorial and assignment
D.C. Circuit tutorial
Ionic Equilibrium FA
Reaction Kinetics Tutorial
Additional Chemistry Question (long overdue)
Vectors tutorial
EoM
WR
and studying ...

And guess what

I have barely touched them.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh

what is going to happen to my life !!!!???

~~homework homework and more homework~~

Dark clouds ... Picture in my mind (not taken today)

WHere is the sun?? T.T

P.S. my fringe is getting irritating these days. *annoyed*

COUNTDOWN II

2009-08-22T11:40:00.012+08:00

seems like it will be 6 weeks of HELL

my chem teacher jus sms my dad that i did not hand up my chem assignments T.T

WTH now they expect me to finish everything (50 mcq and 3 structured ques) by monday

on top of all my tutorials and also studying for promos

and the thing is i dont even noe how to do ... haix

how i hope i can be in those clouds ...

Things that will cheer me up :

!!!!!!!!!

=)=)=)=)

XDXDXD

AND ...

!!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXD

P.S. i tried to add a countdown timer but it failed ...

COUNTDOWN

2009-08-19T21:30:00.001+08:00

6 more weeks to (of) .... HELL OR FREEDOM ?

Yet another day...

2009-08-18T21:59:00.004+08:00

Cloudy day today ... still nice day to sleep and slack.

(dozes off...)

i never liked tuesdays or thursdays.

the most hectic days of the week.

I WANT TO SLEEP!!!

haix off to study now

DONT GET RETAIN !!!

my sanctuary

PRE XMAS POST

Things I feel like doing now

BACKGROUNDS

Aim for this week.

Time Machine

PIKA PIKA KIRA KIRA KOU~~

2NE1!!

WHEEEE~~

UPDATES

SONGS THAT I WOULD DIE FOR.

ONIGIRI~~

My Life before school

ツバサ-RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE-

OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB

I feel like learning tennis now!!

The day I realise I really need to brush up on my dialect...

Random day with a random post

My Sketches =D

LONELY

A day at home ...

PARK BOM's DONT CRY

I WANT LONGER POSTS ~~

Driving ~

A very very very belated post =P

BEAST IS THE B2ST

Khoo Teck Puat Hospital

MY HOLS

Lights go on again

SEVEN

GO AWAY~~

NEWS !!!!!!!!!!!!

2NE1 - To Anyone

To keep this blog alive ...

PTM

Reflection

Friends

Time TT.TT

To be free

Thoughts

FRIENDS

~~~~~

5x10

BIG NEWS!!!!!!!!

Reason why I love them

THE BELOVED SUN

BLOCK Test

YUME no TANE

END OF BLOCK TEST ~~~~

CODE BLUE ~~

ARASHI ~~~ in dedication to DONG BANG

Dreams DREAMS and more dreams

BORING

Reality

MY HOLIDAYS ... (Part II)

the ugly truth

MY HOLIDAYS ...

MUSIC

CAMP !!

CONFUSED

GUNDAM 00

The days ...

Counting Down ...

GOOD JOB *rolls my eyes*

Day of mishaps =(

Reminiscing the past

WORDS

HAIR Length

ONE AFTER ANOTHER

TWO MORE DAYS!!

sudden random thought

FIRST DAY OF MID-COURSE

O.O

LOST STRESSED Contridictions??

RANDOMNESS

MUGGING

HOLS IS HERE !! ...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

Façade - Simplicity

GOOD JOB rolls my eyes